A funeral tomorrow, my Great-Grandmother. I had a dream that I was asked to write the obituary. I paced the room, heel to toe, unable to find the appropriate phrases. I pressed my back against the kitchen cabinets, flipping through the cook book she published, letting the thick, white wood soak through thin gossamer to cool my flesh. The tribune clattered against my doorstep the next morning, and I flipped to her soft-focus photo. Her obituary was not a well written hymnal depicting her life, it was a beloved recipe. It was fitting, and I smiled, tucking the newspaper into the pages of her book, and resting her inside the cabinet, nestled beside the cinnamon and nutmeg canisters. It was strange when I read her actual obituary, "Bon Appetit!" filled the void on the last line. My darling Grandmother, I don't have the ability to write about your blissful life, it's too early. Ripe wounds, you know?
But I do promise to cook with you.
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ReplyDeleteMy heart is sad for your loss. Your great-grandmother will be with you throughout all of your life. Precious, Girl, I am so glad that you have memories of her love to hold during the storms of your life.
ReplyDeleteI am following you now.Glad to have found you and your writing! I have to say this one hit home for me as I was raised by my grandmother and after years since her passing still fill the void.I'm on the road now traveling the Southeast with my son,when I get back to Jersey I'll sit with a cup of tea and read more of your work. I'm on Twitter too. @TheAmericanPoet If you don't have a Twitter account,you may consider. I have met so many wonderful poets & writers there...Again,nice to know you.
ReplyDeleteWhat a beautiful tribute to you grandma. We love you.
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